Well fuck, I took every single thing for granted! And I didn’t even realize it :( and people that help you sometime stranded with nothing!

I find myself getting drunk just so I can put myself to sleep at night. I hate what this has become, you aren’t something I need or even want! You are just convent at times, but most of the time when I want you to be the most convent you aren’t! Well fuck you, this, and that; I’m doing me

Everyone inspires to someone else, but I wonder what the people others inspire to be want to be? Are the content with their lives as much as others seem to be? I want to be who I am and be happy about it (: